Liz Carter

Concerning My Curtain of Memories

 

When first thinking about this project, it occurred to me that the Twenty Third Psalm, either as a hymn or as a reading, has been a part of every funeral service I have ever attended.
It is regarded as a text to comfort those who mourn.

Words are a very important part of my life as a teacher, and so it seemed appropriate to include them in my project. Looking through my treasure store of fabrics, I came across a length of fine silk, very much like a veil and similar in size to a curtain, both words used in euphemisms for death.

Wondering how to apply the words, I realised that machine embroidery on such fine fabric could be damaging, and mistakes difficult to rectify, so I experimented with soluble fabric and with ‘Thermogauze’. ‘Thermogauze’ produced a much softer finished word, which would allow the silk to fold and hang more easily, (together with a residue of dust and ashes when heat was applied to remove the gauze!)

Colour had to be an integral part of the design, and the rainbow has always fascinated me, so how else to display the words but in rainbow sequence. It turned out that the middle lines of the text were in yellows and greens, not easy colours to see in this context. But it is at this point in the service that the congregation has to look down at their hymnbooks as they have forgotten the middle verses, only for memories to become stronger again as the song reaches the end.

Almost by accident I discovered that by holding the curtain a few inches away from a plain wall in artificial light, the shadows of the words of the psalm are clearly projected behind, adding yet another dimension to the work.

The whole item is of negligible weight and volume, but when unfolded and displayed, it is rather like taking out old photographs and remembering people and times gone by.

Applying and couching the individual words to the silk was a slippery business, and the resulting effect is of words suspended and hovering in space. As a teacher of dyslexic students, this again seems highly appropriate to me.

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